Depression is a horrible thing. I have had it for just about my whole life and it sucks. I try so hard to be a "happy" person and for the most part I am but when the depression kicks in it sucks cause suicide seems like a good option but I know I can't do it. I have too many people that need me here. It would ruin my son Matthew's life. He has a wife and family how and I can't do that to him. It would also mess up my husbands, my sister's and my Mom's. Can't do it. I fight it all the time though. Those thoughts creep in my head and I have to fight them with all I am. I was on Zoloft for 9 years and have been off it for 7 months now. I'm not so bad I need it again but sometimes it tough.
Right now I'm stressed over the lack of money and the pressure of finding a job. I know that's why it's rearing it's ugly head.
My heart goes out to anyone who suffers from it.
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